its been 3 years since the last time i woke up feeling a deep need to bring a child into this world. Maybe its a natural outcome of aging, or a sense of vanity in wanting to leave a legacy. That innate desire one is supposingly born with is a powerful and unstoppable force. So i find myself back in that same place, after gallavanting around the globe and chasing my other powerful desires. So here we go again: the journey towards fulfilling that unavoidable call.